Notice the repetitive stories you tell yourself ("I’m not good enough," "This is my last chance"). Those are subroutines. The "-Final-" is only final if you believe the script is true.
Since you’ve asked for an “interesting review,” I’ll provide a critical and thematic analysis of what such a piece could be, as if reviewing a finished experimental work. This review will focus on the tension between authenticity, finality, and deception. Real Play -Final- -Illusion-